drunk sessions

i'm so drunk
and still
i think
how hard i still
want to be with u
hasta he pensado

en vivir contigo

dreaming around

i discovered
that for u
i'm your boyfriend

and it's weird to think
that u
have always been...
my dear girl

get out of my house

and today
u were here
at my house

i had no choice
but to ask u to leave

u shall not be here
when he's coming around

como decir algo asi

pues si..
tu te crees k puedes volver a esta casa
como si fueses nuestro hermano

mis padres lo intentaron
mi hermano y yo tasmbien lo hicimos
y tu....
tu solamente preferiste irte
disfrutar tu "libertad"
jajaja

sabes no se como decirtelo
pero ni mis padres ni mi hermano
ni yo
te queremos aqui

simplemente
we don't know you
and so we don't trust you

mientras la gente hable...

this is a funny story

about the squirrel chating
with the bunnygirl

the bunny said that her bf
threw her a bench

then latter i discovered
she has been saying
stuff about me
like i'm talking to her in secret
(yeah, sure, as if i have to something like that)
that i've created a new account in
a game room so that my bf
or his friends didn't notice
and i don't know what more

is not that i care
but i needed to get this out...

wild things

stasera voglio
so hardly
to write cute things about u
and other people
that i'm starting to feel
a little
crazy

and i

only want u
to dissapear
from my mind
ar least
for a while

paseando en el face

i've discovered
que cierto chico
a quien creia muy sexy
is just cute
and he used to be a fat and not so cool child
and that he's also
becoming a little chubby with time

the return of...

mr soldier wanna come home
i don't trust him anymore

i'm just waiting for the day
that he leaves again

i don't want him around me
and my family

no es k me de problemas k le den cosas
pero simplemente
es alguien k no valora
nada y no creo k valore
a alguien

y mucho menos los sentimientos de los demas

y despues de la tormenta...

truenos y relampagos
lluvia que corria por doquier
the blue llenaba absolutamente
la habitacion en la que me encontraba
todo carecia de sentido

luego la calma y la cordura arrivaron
todo seems so normal
aunque no igual

en las reconstrucciones
se esperan mejoras
o cuando menos...
cambios

strangers

and finally... i asked u what i need to know
it's a pity that it should be at the end
that i have the guts to ask u anything
now that i'm not ur friend
and ur not my lover
and we are just
as always....
strangers

n today

i've decided
i will not step backwrds
need to move
and not to return

pensamientos nocturnos

stasera pienso nuevamente en pork
no puedo realizar tus deseos

y me doy cuenta
que tiene que ver con nuestro pasado

aun no olvido
aun me duele un poco

y aun se
que no estaras aki
cuando te necesite mas

desperado

i wish i can stay home
the whole day
instead going out
with u n ur friends

odio tener k dar
expliaciones de todo o qu3 hago

i can't be cursi anymore
i just don't feel it
y aunk a veces disfruto k
tu lo seas

ulmimante puedo decir
que me desespera...

recordando

tonight... i just wanna say
that i discovered
how important was to me
to be noticed by u

that's the only reason
to be redhaired
i want u to remember my name....

crying..as always

hoy de plano ya no pude soportar
para colmo de males
alguien opino..
no peleen por cosas sin importancia

y yo me pregunto...
realmente la violencia en el noviazgo
es algo
"sin importancia?"

not
for me

i just wanna cry around
and put an end
t0 this bad relationship

i'm always scared
pensando si te enfadara algo de lo que hago
esperando estar bien
y cometiendo siempre los mismos errores

i just wanna be MYSELF
not someone that i don't know
and i don't want....

hoping

solo espero
que esto termine
pronto

cause
it
really hurts
and confuses
me

in my head

i'm tired of
having to
HIDE
my
feelings
from everyone

insomia #?

tonight...
i talked to you
and as always
i told u nothing

i want to ask u so many things
like---
do u love me?
are u dating someone else?
wanna see me?
do i love u?

instead--- i just said
hi, how are u?
goodnight and goodluck

and in my dreams

apareciste
y me confesaste
that u're not sure
if u're gay or bi
or some kind of perverted

u want to stop hurting me
but u hurt me in the way
of stopping

y yo lo encuentro
realmente
hilarante