Sunday, January 29, 2006

conlagrimas en los ojos

i write this last words to u
tonight i'm gonna kill myself
in a metaphorical way
tomorrow i'm gonna be someone else
not me anymore
but someone with a plastic heart
as u still having my heart
trapped in a cage
in the bottom of your drawer
i suppose that u don't remember that
but i asked u sometime ago
if u can give me my heart back
then u tell me that u will only
give it back to me when
it was all damaged and i'd suffered like u did
and now that i'm suffering
u still having it
trapped there where no one nor u
can see it or remember about it
or perhaps u trew it to the wastebasket
that day with that little plant
when u decide to forget me at all...

love is a thing that only happen once in a life
like it happen to me with u
not because u can't find another lover
but i don't think that i can find a soulmate again

if life is for searching the other part of ur soul
i am done with this life
if found that part, the problem here is that..
he just walked away of the room
and closed that door in my face
he left me waiting outside in the cold
9 months before we met each other in a date

Saturday, January 28, 2006

love hurts

tonight i just want everyone know that i think of u
every single moment since i met u
not only on weekends but the rest of the week
now i understand i won't be able to see u again in my whole life
but u will never be able to take my memories away
i will remember this time i spent with u in my heart
and i can always say to everyone that someday i felt
what the word love means
that one day i felt that conection that make u feel
that someone loves u with the same intensity that u love this person
that i knew how does it feel to wanna be with someone forever
like u can do anything for other person
like u will always be ok with someone
no matter that u're just away from him
no matter how much problems u can have
u just gotta wait, and everything will be all right
he just came back home
kiss u and make each and everyday special
cause u're with him
this is the end of everything
i won't gonna call u again
i won't gonna be searching u
but that doesn't mean that i had forget u
it doesn't mean that i don't think about u
and it will never mean that i've stop loving u

Saturday, January 21, 2006

waiting

i was waiting for u for so long
i handle this time'cause of love
'cause i know that this is the way u're
gonna reach what u want,
but now i don't wanna stay home waiting for a call
that u will not make
waiting for a love that don't exist anymore
waiting for u in the cold street
nor waiting for u in the loneliness of my heart

just hope that someday u think better
when u start shouting that is my fault
when i have no idea of what u want

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

pensando y pensando

ya que no hablaras mas conmigo
solo puedo decir te amo
quisiera que estuvieras a mi lado
pero por desgracia ahora vuelvo a sentir
ese amargo sentimiento cada que escucho de ti
solo tristeza alberga estos dias mi alma
todo el mundo me pregunta por ti
creo que nos conocemos menos de lo que creiamos

yo pense que no volverias a buscarme jamas
y que yo te seguiria buscando muchos dias
pero no pude, mi cerebro y mi corazon
ya no aguantan

tu dices que quieres que yo arregle las cosas
no se para que
no es que yo no quiera
pero resulta que...
tu me humillaste publicamente
hasta en tu trabajo lo saben
y no creo que realmente quieras regresar
tal vez me extrañas como yo a ti
pero se que sigues dolido
y tu conducta solo demuestra que
lo que quieres es venganza

tambien he pensado que los problemas
entre nosotros no se deben tanto a lo
que hacemos, sino ha lo que nos ha pasado
lo que otros nos hicieron sufrir y
nuestras acciones presentes nos hacen recordar

te amo..
solo espero que algun dia realmnete me perdones
y tal vez podamos volver a estar juntos

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

esta cancion le gusta a mi papa

eso me dijo mi querida sobrina rebe
cuando ponian en la tele a belinda y moderatto
si, cantando la cancion de timbiriche..
como va...

no te pareces nada aquien yo ame
y lentamente se me va la fe..
si tu no estas...no hay una razon para no morir
lento...

lo siento no puedo evitar recordarte
aunque lo intento...